I openly chose to not pursue the temptation of sex addiction. I masturbate and heed warnings for many reasons including so I can get what I want and do the right thing. Thanks.

 Here is the sex problem for me. For example I heard of sex addiction yet I always reasoned it to be not in the cards for me. So being confused would it be as easy as drug addiction though with that in mind could it be a burden. Furthermore as a modern American there can be excuses and non negotiables like my parents marriage.

So it seems like people can center their lives around this, the sex addiction. Cops, doctors, government workers, military, teachers, there's many people who make sex their lifes purpose. But it can be smarter to think or use judgement. I have masturbated for years always thinking of the future.

Here is one things I've overheard before that has stuck with me. As a veteran, you can't do that, see the pregnancies. Also, when in University I was exposed to drugs, and for years heard how being a professional you wouldn't want to get problems with the girls. Sex is fun but it seems like it doesn't work like that, both the catholics and va seem to be against it for different reasons.

I believe at one point in my life I may have had the opportunity to be a sex addict as a younger male. So, using my brain I thought of things I would prefer more like being a home owner or getting to a paycheck. Also I could be paranoid seeing issues with women like divorce infidelity or even business barriers like the world being run by men and other stuff being somewhat of hopeless causes like sex work.

So some of the irony here is you have to but you can't and thinking through this. So the mandatory fun being prostitution in Deustchland yet you can't afford it or you're not going to be able to easily relocate there. So things like what you didn't know about guitar and masturbation or even unfairness. But however not being offended and hearing the explanation see how many people have pornography dependency. 

So gays and LGBTQ can explain the foolish stupidity to this. However I did wander thinking I would someday have a promiscuous sex phase like I had an alcohol phase on the Scrooge story tic. I would just see problems with it and furthermore things I would be happier with a bag of chips home ownership my parents married my dog toys ssdi to name some.

I heard stuff like there was sex trains where a woman has sex with lots of men and men could get with lots of different women. I heard the way of doing this was showing your finger. I did deduce this was my choice like other vices not working games not going to Georgia substance abuse being lawful with the VA and then back to masturbation. So why would I have to participate even against my will but heeding warnings. Also remembering Richard Lloyd of Television his reputation as well as other guitarists.

In the end I believe this is not for me. People told me how the veteran home owners had it all and they weren't getting with lots of different women. Also as a assimilated American it seems like I'd have to get married someday sort of like what I saw with maybe a VA nurse someday. I don't want problems and maybe even passed judgement on others ethics and morals with this but then again you can see the problems grow up as opposed to joyous happiness continued.