i'm different i want to interact with other personalities i've been stigmatized and censored i've accumulated a lot of progress with my prolific portfolio i find smart and cool hip ways to have a good time i am an artist sort of

 the way of the poet despite censorship to be a 'banned book' um the holy mission and integrity of continuing to produce content to face the stigma of being an artist and make it through to a greater future and even collab with others on new projects

so to do something like get dropped off at subway by my parents then after eating walk back to my parents business suite on the second floor to enjoy the bohemian ways the townie style to do things different to not be so cookie cutter and generic to be original and lively

being miserly and supporting the hobbies i enjoy stocking up with groceries staying active with my parents business in the background when i'd answer phones during the weekly meetings overnighting up here and having my travel bag suitcase with me in the basement

so not being so american at times to be unique not watching cable and instead doing other things with my brain and staying fresh with new ideas so painting artwork painting miniatures making short films music recordings blogging the cool look life others referenced

so being modern and assimilated presenting my pieces in a logical coherent acceptable fashion to progress with earlier drafts from scribbled mini notebook writings in my field jacket pocket to later edited manuscripts shared online for free for films that i'd shoot

wanting to interact with other personalities or work together on a project having the resources time and skills to live like henry miller author of what some have said was the great american novel to have that passion and follow up





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