i believe i need a va moderator for the rest of my life basically my parents for now and truly believing all the warnings of what can go wrong and how quickly it can happen having seen some of these horror stories at the dc va

 i can't take care of myself sort of and other conclusions my parents can get paid to be my caregiver and i can avoid getting sent back into the military so getting help my mom cooking us meals having a cleaner at my house um being at the office suite

here is basically my logic listen to the warnings don't find out stay on the safe side a story i remember was a guy at the dc va saying he had all his benefits and was partying then he got aids and hooked on heroine and became homeless so believing that can happen

so things like not gambling not playing dungeons and dragons um not doing substance abuse no drugs no cannabis no booze anymore (it'd cause me to overdose i believe) um no sex and things that can go wrong with that garnishments divorce a prenup

so it'd be a little like what i saw the neighbor do a old guy who stays home all day maybe watch some cable or have an assistant to help um the hermit lifestyle so deducing a lot of the people outside fort belvoir are probably former military yeah veterans

so being complacent and maybe thinking i'd become a little 'institutionalized' no more fun or breaking any of the rules not worth the consequences um enjoying my retirement settling down not as wild and young anymore um taking my meds

keeping a good schedule doing the routines morning wake ups personal hygiene my parents being there for me maybe somewhat of a symbiotic relationship there um going to my doctors appointments so being monitored being supervised being moderated



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