as a somewhat recovered addict i still have joyous memories of drugs so here's what it was the whole thing essentially is smoking everything else is phony or a debunked hoax aside from maybe other vices masturbation gambling

 the philosopher poet's professors corner so here is the conundrum if you will the entire thing is just smoking like you are having a good time and you think what could make this better or what exactly it is and then it's vulgar drug user imagery

so what really is there there's christmas morning there's the waitress bringing out the salsa first there's having a car that doesn't need maintenance but after all that what really is there how can you get high on life well there's dungeons and dragons and the casinos too

so who has the balls the guts the tenacity and in some ways actually the stupidity and ignorance to do the drugs and participate in the illegal black markets what's the point you'll just go to jail to listen and heed others warnings about what is promised to happen

but don't you miss it when it was cannabis and what ever else it could've been how do you recreate that or relive that without getting substance abuse troubles thus where we are today is it just a dead end that some people manage to figure out

where's the fun at any more there's food and hobbies what i've deduced then too there's the vices but as  with the smoking it can just be problem after problem so seeing that look having that imagination but censoring it not being vulgar

the cartoon days the nostalgia the highs the mania all that could go back to the smoking so moving on a bland ordinary regular lawful life um so to capture or extract the joyous parts the senses the visual the presentation the hallucination how it unravels