why do so many people talk crap about me additionally there's nothing that happens about it as i have said for years the police are essentially bullies who screw with poor people and do nothing but try to get their nut

 why do so many people talk crap about me like what did i do i was minding my own business living my own life when additionally people can camouflage the message by using double talk to basically still accomplish the same mission of slandering me

there's people who will repeatedly only see me as a asian man who is around his parents well isn't my explanation pretty good i don't want to go back in the army or am i the token minority character doomed to be the butt of all jokes

going out i'd try to socialize only to get complaints and be left alone having years of shoddy service countered with at least i am not getting arrested instead um i'd basically go to the bar alone and not get to really do anything but drink and go home again

there was a law suit my dad had with a guy who kept gossiping about us it says we won and he'd have to pay some fine but i seriously doubt he did or ever will and additionally i bet he still is doing the same thing right now talking crap about us

so many people in public school or other organizations running my name into the ground to be humiliated for being a guitar player or not getting married um the drug dealers comedic talent finding some new thing to ridicule me about

people going out of there way to damage my reputation and being excommunicated being unincluded um to be isolated more hate from strangers and acquaintances insults when i am not around and the police don't stop it either

online how much cyber bullying and how much being literally stalked sharing content and being watched but not liked or supported then loops like i can't respond because i am not putting time into that loop while others figure out how to try to ruin my experiences



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