when i was living large and carefree to drift with hot ladies and watch another day come to and end to now what's palatable what are the options my home with 3 toilets and me single and with a car maybe gross with my caretakers

 so a memory back to an older time when it was me lounging with coeds while flunking out of undergrad so there's the liveliness of the campus and there's the socializing and later introducing some of the gals to the dealers people wanting to get high on cannabis

um now it's gone and maybe for the better how much toilet that'd require for me and some other babes um but the fun of it when it was the 'manic' joy to be so poor and destitute but so happy and elated as someone experiencing so much freedom and fun

the party never ended every morning it'd be the next thing one after another so the new days sunlight all the thrills out there and when i had to find ways of supporting myself to be a restaurant host on minimum wage before obama came around

all that fun condensed into such a small period of time to go from one thing to the next and the hot spots when it was the dorms or the cafeteria or when it was spooning to sleep with different women every night and get around the city with whichever video game like objective

more of it to now um the miami vibe the etiquette and formalities so skateboarding along borrowing my roommates longboard when i could still afford my drugs where's it now um sober moderated being thankful for my caretaker and at times even gross about that

the life the hunger to be the best all that energy cooped up ready to explode the artschool flowing with endless thralls of people the bohemians the bicyclists painters students musicians and formal training improvements and upgrades new introductions



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