some alternatives to drugs and gambling basically there's hobbies and food so building a portfolio having projects being a producer sharing and collabing putting in time and energy and getting out quality products

 so basically later concluding that the sources of joy can come from vices masturbation substance abuse gambling i think those are the big ones but the downside to the vices is lots of bad stuff can happen that can be regrettable and troublesome

so basically what i'd say is somewhat of an answer would be food or hobbies that's about all that's really out there so there's lots of hobbies out there that you can sort of progress with and have a good time with without much trouble no cops or other risks

so when you get older things change things that used to work don't work forever there can be parts like being lawful or getting medical help to have to be moderated so no more marijauna no more drinking no more events really that's in the past now

so enjoying being a painter getting art supplies having a spot to work from a little studio to think of cool stories like laird hamilton a pro surfer who keeps going when he gets older he does that all the way and cool stuff about it training weight lifting shakes

so blogging modern publication um photos movies recordings doing the 'artschool habits' um lessons reviews so the socializing the social work um having your part ready chats with others collaborating um building a portfolio

so to have a fantasy to hallucinate to get hypnotized with some picture to paint miniatures to have a good time daydreaming not breaking the law so from my house there's music guitar and recordings to go participate with the community open mic nights a gallery um having merch made

snacks so going to the store and getting some good food to eat different choices chips frozen stuff canned food premade stuff egg salad caffeine tea bottles starbucks coffee and saving by doing diy um an appetite and hunger



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