complacency giving in being 'spirit broken' and not trying anymore for safety reasons and heeding threats i will not talk to women in public because someone will make a complaint and maybe call the cops on me

 ok so after the public school system and other organizations there is not very much opportunity out there for meeting people you can't approach strangers like women in public a lesson learned is you'll get complaints and someone will call the cops

so turning into a couch potato seeing others be foolish or seeing the safer better way so not risking trouble over stuff i quit skateboarding and longboarding um pseudo injuries out there so assimilating being uniform and blending in

so having gone to the nightclubs and a lesson on that all you can really do is show up with a designated driver and pay the bartender to drink for the night then go home with a designated driver again and not really interact or socialize with anyone

people can be mean and unfriendly trying to have a conversation in public with others and as stated to be met with complaints and as repeated someone will call the police so later seeing potential opportunities but not taking them based on being jaded and old

then that countered with hypocrisy people doing exactly what they complained about and me being 'marginalized' to be written off or cast off with the rejects the stigma and gossip um it's unfair but it doesn't change and it's not worth the fight that's probably a losing battle anyway

so does that mean soon no more hobbies the list of those and reasons why some can keep scooting along but others can seem prone to issues and basically being aware of the danger and not getting pseudo injuries over them in the process



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