a former addict so what is worth spending money on and hoarding vs savings one conclusion was hobby supplies groceries fast food what else um obviously the bills oh respectfully charity

 ok so i am now where i have gotten 'out of the red' i can make my mortgage payments and other bills and have a little left over so should i just build up emergency savings (future car payments or property management bills) or what's there worth buying (clothes are just clothes shirts) um and now at a point where i am mostly free from addictions (no more crack head budgets) so what is worth sinking money into there's the moderation now and healthiness

so a first thing that would come to mind is hobby supplies that rabbit hole to go down to get resources to use and a story of that was it's 'a big waste of time' um to have room and collect things to build a portfolio and accumulate projects with time storing that

so then other stuff that comes to mind blowing money on food but being mindful of that too to get groceries instead of other places or to get fast food occasionally within reason um snacks and being a little bit of a foodie that thrill to use the air fryer

not gambling or gaming as much really so no betting no casino or that stuff but then too when it can be plated right enjoying it to know how much fun dungeons and dragons truly is but then too the safety and issues with it gary gygax got a divorce so avoiding that

so being an owner having a property and some freedom um falling for a deal will this do what it says it will other past good times recalled to think of little tics and habits that are enjoyed to make my own caffeinated drinks and save money there

what habit to support to understand the joys and visuals with stuff hallucinating about good decisions being accountable getting stuff before it's 'sold out' um being drug free in some ways though prescriptions and 'mental illness' um



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