many times i listened and that gave me avenues of easy coasting that may have been 'the best case scenario' i am mentally ill but not in debt an amputee or divorced or incarcerated to name a few bad outcomes

 here's a big one i heard how you could set out trying to become a celebrity and never really get anywhere doing that but there could be ways of getting along better while still getting to do things you wanted like joining the military seemed to be a huge help and suggestion from concerned colleagues i could get through just fine with that

um another may have been i was going to be an amputee if i deployed so people covering for me and showing me a way to a not as bad situation with disability the medication psychiatry um getting counseled by a doctor

you could try that and all types of things could go wrong so being glad i didn't get divorced and have any other bad things happen custody child support um so another could be not knowing if you are the father of a kid who you are going to have to support for the rest of his life

the drugs change it's not just smoking weed and being a teenager forever and you can get busted so times i adjusted my course from there i now will comply with the police and say whodunit um i didn't listen the first time maybe but now i am ok with narcing to avoid having my own life ruined from that stuff that's out there the drug world

um is the common knowledge always right though do people always have your best intentions in mind um so being naive and foolish but that might be better than becoming jaded and dealing with any 'pseudo injuries' all the stuff that can go wrong that you could have avoided

so being aware of the general consensus what people think and staying out of trouble um listening to others wisdom heeding warnings out there knowing what's going on and determining the best case of action from there um



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