a distant memory of the drug world so that universe of addiction and the downward spirals and the mania what to learn about drug addiction a brief tale of what i was exposed to before later military healthcare warnings heeded

well let me say this yes this can be wrong too but it's this the 'wrong way' can seem at times shiny and impressive in comparison to the 'right way' isn't dave chappelle pretty funny and he broke the law and figured out how to smoke cannabis though there can be hard counters where there's legal names who are professional and highly regarded laurence olivier formally trained and educated eg

so from what i saw in some ways it was a competitor to the later answer of 'mil benefits' so some of that was like the high i'd get and the look of the times when it was metalcore in sophmore year getting those cds to listen to when it was completely civilian and unlimited freedom um the look of each step further the college with peoples first apartment and drug dealers continuing to make further and further progress having a open bong having couches having a steady income of cash having coed names to get in touch with

so here's where there may be some devil's advocate let me explain so you'll hear of the drug dealer having power over the user where ergo they don't have a sex life (where they may purely fund the addiction) and in addition to that the drug dealer can have sexual advantage over his clients in exchange for his drugs and time so a slight understanding of it would be to be fair the business man or too the government worker (or any single male with that intent) would be doing the same thing the only difference is they are not in the drug world so to respect the outlaw so to speak someone living their own way with their own self sufficiency 

so then too there'd be the issues about it like the police so some of that can be cat and mouse where some people just don't get caught always have an excuse and alibi can afford intimidating legal support) and for the most part never do time (though i believe many can get a charge and is it just court or is it jail days too) so it'd be though warnings of how it can get more serious it can escalate to harder drugs was what i was told there can be after weed and beer first psychedelics which have a harsher punishment for them according to the federal system which also people can get caught for despite some reassurances from the drug salesmen (their professionalism even showmanship a drug house fortified or not where they can traffic people to get lots of hard drug money) um and worse can be heroin which is said to form a 'lifelong addiction' that's too far and you can't undo that also two people can do the exact same thing and one can get 'the book thrown at them' with incarceration and the other can get off scott free

the entertainment so there's when it's just immature and fun and good times so there's celebrities and even locals who can be somewhat open about their drug use and be loved by their fan bases um anthony kiedis and the chili peppers willie nelson snoop dogg the beatles just to name a few users

so what is the drug world um as you age it can change you could start off having to sell a portion and risk the danger or you could develop a tolerance for example and need more or harder stuff but there is help out there rehab and doctors um the other side with 'straight edge' the drug free people but alas we all have our own issues in some ways when your life revolves around getting the next fix the next high so supporting your habit the junkies the hobos the crackheads

tobacco weed substance abuse meth crack cocaine heroine acid lsd alcohol spice pain killers opium pills breaking the law having a warrant that whole thing

when it's fun and it's just kids um getting high watching movies playing video games going to a party before when you get older things change and it's not cute or hilarious anymore um the scared straight part it can get dark and evil and wrong and rated x

things progressing selling more um firearms um the 'darkweb' cryptocurrency traplords um bitcoin crime and criminals heists homelessness the group home people the disabled the mentally ill having a diagnosis all the stuff that can stem off it money laundering homicide abandonment starvation being disowned

how to get out how to escape that life the early lessons violence or drug use um to join the military instead to pay names like fugazi and the straight edge music groups the social work with that bone thugs n harmony um undercovers 'looking for a collar' um snitches narcs informants um

the vacuum into it peer pressure foolishness threats vulnerability being at the wrong place being put in a bad place your people no one caring um