when i saw doa did that leave an imprint on me a memory of another concert where later on i'd sometimes feel like some of this stuff got back to me good other times maybe some duds that night the end

so here's what happened i was going to the black cat i sort of thought i'd like try to build rapport with the people there but i was not only going there there were all the good dc clubs i'd go to for music so maybe it was some previous trajectory like thinking i'd be in the entertainment industry that i later learned was a gay and jewish dominated industry so also i had this fear that if i stayed at my house in alexandria cops would come in the night to sort of arrest me which that didn't happen so what happens is i know a bartender al and one night he's saying are you going to go to the doa show i think this may have been also before it was officially announced on the website so i say he's probably looked out for me before this sounds ok i'll try this out so the night comes of the doa show and i show up on time um had some drinks usual night so what happens was i notice the guy has black tattoos not colored if i remember right but so he has this song the prisoner it was a music video i looked up but i didn't know if i really understood it all the way so anyways after this what coincidentally happens is when i'm with my parents and i feel like i'm sort of being controlled or something i'd start saying this i'm the prisoner schpeel like i'm being held hostage by them and anyways i wondered if this came from the night of the doa show was that that guys brilliant idea that single so other times i thought i was at shows and sometimes things would come back that i'd be glad i was there for like what i remembered with the birchmere it was the church 30th anniversary starfish tour and sometimes i'd remember ones i sort of wish i went to municipal waste i saw once but they got booked a bunch and i couldn't make it but one was called mr pickles thrash fest i think um other ones i remember missing bon jovi but that may have been canceled by the pandemic so another layer would be maybe i was foolish to think of wasting my 'second chance' such as these hobbies and stuff

what's weird was i just looked them up again doa and the video i saw the guy didn't have any tattoos when i saw them i could've sworn i saw some black ones on his half sleeve arm



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