my after college after us army sort of frozen state of mind at being 19 the gross glamor to today what can i seek that is safe and fun is it scrooge trends is it bucknell ownership as a goal

 ok so the summary i read of the subterraneans by the great jack kerouac um poetry hipsters friends bicycles townies socializing publication artistry that whole idea but how can it be done without issues (to mention how i think others got dragged out to mil or other troubles i could portend seeing them in person then guessing what happened to get them where we were at in georgia) um so from where i am at what can i really find to do um there's movies at hoffman center in eisenhower valley there's concerts at the birchmere um there's walking to my brothers house in bucknell then it's my parents basement with youtube and the dog 

has my budget and diet slightly changed so for years i'd sacrifice not being able to eat fast food or other premium stuff and focus on costco and events that purity and dedication to my hobbies but now like in luray or the pandemic some of that appears to have changed (new meds no more drinking not being near eg dc anymore um requestioning stuff is vinyl work it) so should i think of the option for tasty food some of that too being where i can walk to 711 roy rogers subway bv or beacon mall in some ways and other stuff the uber eats app but maybe staying out of the foods to think of the money 

so somehow i continue to do my hobbies i still write paint other stuff um was going to draft a new movie idea soon within some of the new constraints like no strangers um and the heroes i'd mention henry miller being an artist where he lived and his eye of experiences written in his books though too the censorship or banned stuff 

the parties over and i'm getting older the free time to come up with ideas the producing paintings blogs so basically the dead end the ceiling what'll come of the future what to reinforce what's there to do the skulking so painting miniatures to put in the display case any gatherings on the horizon the hmgs stuff so hobbies and how decorated for my mortgaged home the staging 

not doing the stuff i saw different famous guitarists do the lifestyle with that um the mention of assimilation um avoiding injuries 


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