staging and nostalgia todays hallucination

 so remembering iconic picturesque parts of my life to today the current habits and trends my hobbies so collections vinyl dvd video games miniatures my paintings and interests what of the new place life in luray driving the surroundings southern kitchen new market lowe's woodstock va harrisonburg etc pizza front royal with my parents nearby go up the street with the dog walk to their pool old clothes getting replaced eventually using the car for errands what hobby to start and make progress with sobriety just prescription antipsychotic medications blood pressure  

old references tv sitcoms boy meets world the 90s um the tech decks in my parents house where my room was the start of the 2000s the mall with novelty shops band graphic ts while in public school richmond va with bohemian freedom drinking parties art school influences the intro to henry miller um after the military music videos contributions online good content and my own needs provided for 

so the whole look the poster on the wall the furnishings while ready for what's next the grittiness and little things enjoyed cooking appliances display cases music instruments desks computers the internet um start up something to eat the good time with vietnamese pho soup a life like a blur of nostalgia and relief the seating the memories influences old times old friends to new frontiers the magazines to have other stuff a christmas tree come that part of the year again after learning the miser way from dickens nice jackets too in the walk in closet the bed 

when the decor is so cool the effect of the residence with personality and flavor the zest so my pseudo professions writer painter hobbyist director actor musician songwriter guitarist pianist fingerboarder skateboarder longboarder um collector businessman philosopher poet author online personality other things pairing with that equipment productions finishes um 

so today current goals the publication the portfolio um stability reliable vehicle longterm housing socializing so where to from here and mindfully enjoying today the caregiving my parents the business the day dreams and fantasies being helpful and the nice presentations going on sunday catholic mass the phone

having improved with the releases and my life not hungry anymore really um having military benefits canned food frozen food um the online portfolio available what of the material and the change from total freedom while near the campus having connections peers to bounce off um new worlds new days so 2020s after the dc championships comfort with my personality and drive um watching entourage having media to go through knowing a experience with dungeons and dragons 

my life my way sort of um projects to do and settling in enjoying where i am at but still aware of what ever could be next the nice parts of life groceries entertainment sleep the dog coming back home and visiting alexandria having a taste for style and etiquette so the keurig a kcup great value columbian black coffee until tomorrow each year slow and ready summer winding along the pre fall waiting the september the start for the kids school year um being outside and individual and independent savoring good times when i saw the whole harry potter series or other franchsines the pirates films um the x-men movies lots of good times with the theatre or other methods as a child reading the hobbit from tolkien and later maturity and of the age nice offerings 

the slip of focus as more is accumulated in good times family more trustworthy than some others um when by brother visits with his spouse and kids um events holidays activity 

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