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a quick brain storm write up of comparable things to choose over
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target or walmart
the mall or ordering online
skateboarding or basketball
cable or internet
facebook or livejournal
college or nfl or arena
chips or soda
hobbies or professions
vinyl or youtube
supplies or experiences
nike or vans
lacoste or polo
entourage or californiacation
guitar or vocals
lyrics or books
henry miller or phil dick
clint eastwood or jack kerouac
publication or producing
breakfast or lunch
fun or progress
dungeons and dragons or xbox
sony or verizon
car or pedestrian
bars or sobreity
smokers or artists
townies or bohemians
tea or coffee
dog or bird
parents or other family (sibling relatives)
veterans affairs or catholic church
acoustic or electric
prolific or rarities
sex or masturbation
pabst or budweiser
cigarettes or marijuana
rolling stones or beatles
gwar or municipal waste
bob dylan or the beach boys
blues or modern
rock and roll or folk
nightclub or homebody
costco or walmart
the post exchange or other towns (tanger outlets lancaster)
scotch or wine
integrity or wealth
charity or ego
military or civilian
texts or calls
goals or buzzes
popeyes or kfc or roy rogers or el campero or the grocery store
jersey mike's or wegmans or subway or jimmy johns or panera
mcdonald's or burger king or hardie's
savings or checking
frugal or lavish and generous
disability or active duty
us army or us navy or us airforce or us marines
france or germany or england
unsweet tea or sweet tea
windows or mac
fender or gibson
ford or hyundai
comedy central or history channel
nickelodeon or cartoon network
workaholics or chappelle show
single or married
ramen or canned food
frozen or deli
frito lay or utz
so who or what to pick between similar choices the little differences um favorites to have or preferences to determine so having a good time with your pick
so i did see that the father in the catholic church can be a massive power like if you think oh i have to pay for every song and show up different answers about that and not going to how you got to that so a different choice and two another option hmm thinking other people could be a father figure so there was dr machmer and another robbie t so that being maybe single male power whether that's like the melting pot restaurant regularity or the africa peace corps money different things going on on that so gamblers making sense of anything the water essence from owners another so there's the it was oh the bob dylan story so that being like like keith that falling under spells (heroine guitar hobo legend um) someone whose like this not possible figure and maybe that groups tricks on it when i ignorantly was fascinated with the jewish community (thinking things like world wars holocaust) so explaining it some um the term i told taking back sunday in a comment was like a dalai lam...
It now dawns on me that Jack Kerouac actually made a lot of sense. So let me begin. I use the VA for my benefits and follow thus rules. Thus I have found at times I can be bored out of my mind. I can't smoke weed and on my meds I can't drink anymore. So what's left? I can jack off occasionally I have video games I have a dog. I live near my parents who are my caregivers. So I can go shopping I can do surveys. But the fun of youth is gone. Maybe I should stay positive and optimistic. I get excitement out of dad hosting his weekly game nights. The party is over. No more freshmen year of college. No more starting AIT in TRADOC. But maybe things are still going along? There's still writing and studying.
Was what i actually wanted to do be sexually active? But going back when that stuff was available there were always issues like housing income passion (even family obligations) etc. Another part would be in general the issues with logistics see the men with power over the women cutting me off like the government the school system the military the work force etc (complaints and police). So was I the whole time actually just trying to be promiscuous (but how many times did the references on that stop doing what they wanted like David Bowie or Anthony Kiedis EG)? I didn't know sex work and still haven't learned that much. For example prostitution is illegal. So I have tried the paid pornography and that seemed to show normal sexually active males. I remember when I was pursuing the music along the way people would confuse me or play devil's advocate bringing up the sex industries as opposed to the successes with eg guitar or literature. A story I actually remember was I went t...
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