irritated with constantly explaining myself being disrespected by strangers who i served as a military soldier

 so this was the story that i had to repeat everywhere i went to to everyone in addition to some tormenting me (actually many hurting me for no reason undeservedly even non mil civs) and taking pleasure in intentionally misunderstanding me so this was some of the story the georgia returnees (so people coming back into the military that being a choice) and then other layers of the cake the drugs (pre legalization and drama from there) and another sort of backdrop forgotten was the pseudo adultery story of when i thought i'd get married so my story i wanted my freedom i was poor um the whole back story to how i ended up enlisted in the military and that story of 'trautmann and burnette' both helping me through tradoc where i got my certificates so other similar stories the les mis victor hugo character jean valjean (a sort of prisoner of the state as a laborer) um the blade runner and total recall from phil dick and other stuff going on too like the holocaust 

what i had to go through to clear my debts and unfairness throughout that being used dead ended excluded humiliated lots of that regularly 

so the story was i think my parents helping me out on this one a actual cadence line was 'join the army or go to jail' so that being how i avoided getting 'redrafted' again so i was taken to court and had plea deals um even probation but um it was people enjoying watching me suffer like taking joys in my sadness and dilemmas i didn't want to get medically retired from the military only to be brought back into the military (and not have my family killed in that process) and have everything be horrible and that while my family and other social life is destroyed to be gossiped about without repercussions 

not having issues with my comrades either just getting redirected a different way so parts like i'd rather have just about anything instead of being incarcerated (the previous story of the logistics to cannabis the police not doing their jobs um other nonsense not stopped) death enlistment people taking advantage of veterans and just being awful aholes people making faces at me threats misleading me 

when i was extremely mentally ill and vulnerable being date raped and the double talk 



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