habits

 so what's worth investing in or repeating over again (even too what's worth quitting and stopping what to cut off) um maybe cheap meals parents home cooking together with family occasional restaurant frequency the fresh stomach for hot food so rationalizing about the budget is some of it somewhat pointless (the food doesn't do much you eat it and go to the bathroom then other stuff buying things to study or practice art supplies music equipment or even furnishings the showmanship but then again not developing a eating disorder) and what is the best choices 

what buzzes to do what thrills to have remembering how great the 7 eleven was the nacho cheese the chili big bite taquito wings sugar in cookies a pop a soda coke um but then savings from like not being near anywhere close to the cigs anymore and that whole platform from there marijuana and that what's sold as 

how much taco bell is enough the little stimulus in the brain what's more important and thinking of other stressors paying a car loan building up cash savings for that and too any other impending dangers so paying all my bills being ready for the mortgage the advantage from from the start being aware of finance 

wake up at a reasonable hour (office commute overnight to mornings and sunday mass then a little catch up) to start the day use the computer for different categories of stuff writing publishing sharing and updates though the previous fear of quitting all hobbies (warnings over dead ends approaching what to do about life) have the teas to stay awake the keurig or bulk other things to progress with the hobbies if it's ok blogging online accessibility 

what to spend waking hours on nice pickles um gummy bears cheeseballs so my mind on home ownership and different projects ready to continue rereading books things incomplete practicing instruments (and recordings) the xbox one um painting miniatures sketchbook drawings and canvas paintings um skateboarding walking the bicycle so the whole adult life with some seemingly safe bohemia the freedom and happiness 

the dog having his pup cups those giving him joy um when there was collecting interest with purchases it was near walmart the toys or video uploads um so the experience with learning nicotine that whole addiction the now money saved from stopping that 

my world somewhat centered around money being protection though even being charitable too 



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