supervision healthcare safety power caregiver the reality of taking the buy out or not facing the same barriers with potential injuries awaiting so closing out with complacency or being manipulated and controlled

 so my lesson on losing power but getting some reassurance and safety so it's this i learn i am now permanently disabled and using pharmaceuticals antipsychotics so with this it's having seen other people maybe made example or proving the doctors points being really good at guitar but still even at sold out shows oncoming issues like regular pay or regular lives like the stage and the companion

so things that are possible but you'd have to get injured to do like thinking the catholics can redirect you constantly with their beliefs opinions and power and influence so other peoples control over your freedom and the laziness or defeat of that 

and everywhere someone there ready to antagonize you defeat you break you ruin your experience and if you think someday they'll be gone wrong there's infinite replacements waiting and ready to obliterate your time for no reason like additionally it took effort to do that like out of the way unkindness and unkarmaic actions 

the voters will alienate you and reign over you with their stops and possession of you like the lesson of being a patient or other crazy stories that are instantly immediately met with things like offensiveness or disqualification derailment poisoning exclusion tabs blaming stigmatization hospitlization stealing stereotyping incarceration institutionalizing refusal denial divorce warrants write off over dose rank pervert police equal opportunity wild goose chases requests hospitality customer service society holocaust siphoning discounting diminishing bargaining trade off misleading misdirection intentional out of way unkindness type casting comparisons non participation immediate horrible involvement complaints cancellations racism

so i don't have my freedom as much anymore i have to listen to the doctors advice and force over me because ergo earlier failures that'd probably be repeated not being able to get past that first basic step like not immediately getting hooked on illegal drugs (other waiting impossible to avoid traps gamblers etc) or insurance injuries so um 

so the symbiosis having my parents and me work together the presidents power the campaign and the news stories the other parts the county power and other enforcers psychiatry social work police sheriff government communists politicians churches etc 

so my story i sought sort of a white woman to marry and was going to start a family but so many interruptions and misleadings but that didn't really happen then like political arguments geriatrics thinking that word being like tricks and stuff more being powerless and time wasted or how that works um so unkept deals or fine print and negotiations or terms and exact conditions what's to expect 

other parts peoples miscommunications about things requested generics commissions so wanting the most and things about that unpaid art studios or mental illness disability a retirement or pension hobbies being the term taught and reinforced mental illness other stuff hiv 

the story of the story to kill a mocking bird (someone loving someone mostly for being white right and a court lesson with that) and other trends or lists of things people do to veterans