single male choice alone until the county voters force that due to attrition or some ultimatum supportive of others and staying within my bounds

 so having heroes who were single at points before learning of later social norms and policies so naive and on a mission um fault finding relationships adultery cheating gainful income polygamy wandering eyes family support um so the life of independence being by myself taking care of my mortgage utilities other expenses until as shown around the other hero neighbors the streets with unhomeless guys and their the marriages arriving the power from the county officials and the voters being marginalized that seeming to be how things go there

so i thought of my life devoted to my projects (movies paintings miniatures photos recordings guitar piano videos blogs writing publication connoisseur taste) but then hearing other pseudo fake news histories about peoples bios different discrepancies about these different admired personalities looking to floor model template heroes and comparing sizing up seeing things in common trying to meet my requirements and previous suggestions how to do that 'don't quit'

so cycling through relationships and different constraints disability medical injections doctors advice um pessimism and 'reality' problems maybe putting passionate hobbies before love maintenances seeing people come and go for their own reasons why things don't always work or new opportunities a lust for adventure and unknowns a fishermans madness with the unattainable or 

um uncertainty reasons for why i chose to live my life as is thus far veterans affairs support a fiduciary 

so so many single male heroes at times actors painters hobbyists musicians celebrities directors the famous the maybe dynamic of hobby and marital status being with someone a dream miasma from a gamblers loss of capacity a life lost to creativity 

seeing the cliff booth character recently in once upon a time in hollywood with leo dicaprio the stunt double assistant dropping him off the charisma um his residence with a dog that portrait the california landscapes the driving the stars car sticking together um going to the old set and seeing an old friend that bohemian picture but no more wife a lone male



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