into ernie gygax not embarrassed about male heroes or the hobby

 so his dad and how cool and charming he was (the self made original masterpiece) that legend (one i thought was as a jr underling maybe with my own diagnosis but it was like saying ian mackaye at a nightclube in dc how many people respect and value that) like i think my dad told me gary gygax didn't have any skills (so thinking too like custom projects with like dealers the concepts) or something (thinking of the college crowds or even in my own experience looking for work the foolish pointlessness) another was gary being usmc and thinking of those like crazy wild adventures (teenage bands touring um communties) so that being one another was like maybe this one on the spot thinking was like the beach boys people having their family (the wild side of rock shows or star light lime light) have a role in the band so another was like the cool side of the gaming table someones basement um the way it works like your image of what this represents your resume history intro like if there's cool stuff like people looking for weed or all types of glorified presented images like some artists or athletes all the different compendiums the fantasy and write ups of scifi gnolls (thinking of henry rollins talking about punk rock hyenas that cool side like boys outside campus into life) but there was other parts i didn't want my parents to get divorced and all these rumors i heard about people in some fakenews but not risking it seeing the tables that lifestyle good eats intelligence um collectibles comradery i read the name sort of with english like earn e maybe that like ecstasy that euphoria from hallucinating like thinking of the storyline like bars or a festival like that stuff the adventure and better ideas with that like or me seeing people having fun with live action role playing larping (vcu campus monroe park the dorks game and that going on like princesses bards knights chivalry other things later surfacing social work)

the cool display a house with other options um a painting table and the studio too although maybe at times i didn't adhere to the hierarchies that immerge and just sort of scatteredly spoke thoughts not conspiring or the unknowns or ignorance 'don't do that' 

i was having a amazing time with painting 5e nolzur's marvelous miniatures dnd um maybe like mining or farming words (some comfort from accumulating and completing) i heard affiliated with bitcoin so like that being like accumulating savings or investments though i ironically thought i'd donate for free what would maybe come back to me i thought charity can be a great wealth and not getting mixed up or misread about thrifting that charm and stuff and thinking too gary being a good dad like caring about his kid and helping him with coming of age into new cool stuff and painting i liked maybe too like a casino element like  checkerboard color or other stuff a harlequin (male gender) like that societal table talk