realistic fantasies some things i considered but what became my days going on so a career workshop for whomever is seeking a good future starting today

 trucker so living out of a vehicle making money the thrill of the adventure but then other things i didn't realize i wouldn't want to deal with rumors of lizard lots drug dealers and another unknown revealed was the military official certification for truck driver mos 

writer much like my heroes so doing that regularly like publication and the wormwood like the intoxication or the reality and flow of prose poetic styles

skateboarder getting sponsorships making videos going to different places the parties the celebrity status 

cruise ship personnel cosy fun the cash out and life at sea building up savings seeing the bermuda triangle 

pilot the flying planes and other stuff wormholes or the license um which type commercial usaf 

navy sailor to see the gigantic waves and oceanography to be military 

west point cadet to be full time and get a scholarship for a great school a life of military

cook start a restaurant make a meritted place or 

other entrepreneurial things a company a brand

drug user to not be hobo but to meet all my quotas so getting highs from substance abuse 

guitarist to play guitar a lot masturbation um heroine um tours road life royalties 

a artist a painter so pay for my supplies and make masterpieces that are well known 

hobbies movies acting directing porn um blogging 

camping so the wilderness and that fun bonfires nature 

overseas expat so to move to europe to enjoy those times and days 

collector have a collection investment that appraises and is worth more 

married family having kids having a relationship for life raising the family being american maybe middle class 

so now into my retirement and disability so using the computer and tv with cable subscribed um the caution of dumb think police adherence also later awareness for dangers associated with these the risks and insurance



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