politics the resulting effects of political news being in my own life with the backdrop of the elected candidates participation and power

 so i have never ever really been that political i tried remembering and couldn't recall if i voted in the george bush jr election (i was thinking i got some boost from the republican party which i now thought i may have had to question that based on others suggestion for me to get the answer i wanted such as the healthcare from the obama era) i was under a beginning cloud of smokey haze of the end of being a teenager 18-19yrs old i think that was against john kerry and before that maybe al gore no i think that's clinton bill clinton and i thought the losing presidential candidate can be a pretty good answer like romney or trump mccain bernie sanders hillary clinton so i also may have heard distant voices about things like wanting things to go smooth people could get upset about people not voting maybe liking being one term i heard was 'contrarian' seeing the other side being the right one so almost sometimes being confused or antagonistic to winning options so like other stuff too whose the better candidate or arguments that can start from political disputes

later at one time i said you can't ignore the politics my memory is off it was something about being hospitalized and presidential power um there was a question in the psych ward do you know who the president is maybe it was about things i found out you can get ostracized for like how even secret societies can 'mark' you even the frats or others free masons opus dei the catholics the judges hell fire satan bohemia little rules and nuances the etiquette 

so later i may have thought i'd get great assists from the republican party and also as stated i had childhood friends the franklins whose grand dad is a senator chuck grassley so thinking of that going on with that i think i was maybe compromised like if someone corners me and asks me premeditated questions like kill command sequences and me also looking out for my own well being things like i didn't want a tattoo and hearing other things i didn't know about from like sheriffs with the right conservative party i may think of other things my neighbor who coincidentally i think was a fan of obama dr machmer i think he went to africa and had souvinirs i think he may have even had a elephant tusk that was stolen and i think that was loosely connected to me walking the dogs and people attaching to me from school then pulling some heist the spanish tenorio family and others too the landscapers in his house from there hearing there can be like political gifts trying to think of cool things i own that in my possession almost give me powers like maybe my gibson sg some books maybe that was from krizek 

what i was getting to was thinking the stories spilled onto the news and different presences despite not watching or participating still affected my life the big one i was going to mention was when there was all the interracial white wife black bull porn other terms cuckolds on the internet during obama i think that was two terms of that porn being homemade and uploaded i couldn't stop things from happening and not only that had to view and see what was going on 

i guess other reoccurring trends hearing of the veteran unemployment and answers that can be provided here's how you get to the victory conditions you want (as stated the democratic left liberal party can be just as seductive and tempting and even helping and useful thinking of maybe generousity or deals too apparent treaties and agreements) like i may have been a hobbyist (that's a reoccurring word i say being smarter but also maybe like accepting defeat but the intellect side maybe being bigger like a mentally ill insomniac hipster guitarist or outside skirts of war gamer clubs so being a collector with good taste and interests that grooming) hearing of lifelong party members or party lines um so not wanting to start over and then other stuff too third party the green party rand paul ron paul i think my undergrad friend dex his choice made sense with voting for ron paul that year i think the logic to some of his decision was avoiding getting drafted continuing with seeking a 4yr degree um maybe some of the picture of a white male president but i don't know his exact mentality just some times before the change of obama when there was people walking the streets of richmond before even later the colonial statues torn down hearing voting not left or right the two major parties would be throwing your vote away as stated the repeated news stories 

george soros and the control of money that being an answer but i too thought what's gonna happen when he dies there isn't necessarily a replacement and other parts maybe my math being calculating that the money is real at some point and the holocaust part of the map the past world war and things boiling up like the next wars and installations at across the globe 

not knowing the local stuff as much recently mentioning the recreational legalization despite the federal no go part despite even district of columbia dispensaries so the state virginia the counties page county fairfax county i remembered the puff daddy p diddy part about rock the vote being on cable tv