sterility & social work don't use my toilet and aspiring with reality fellow owners or potential candidates

 so complying with my prescription medication has also made me somewhat outcast (or other reasons photography or producing and people bad loops like spirit breaking or non participation a big riff with the bachelors degree disconnects i am a drop out maybe 3x but also i got my army mos and as repeated paid my debts) so i have my doctors appointments where i talk sometimes about my hobbies and future prepping and then people may avoid me too the 'that guys crazy' (and regional doctor powers other people getting marked or disabled signs of weakness or guilt by association) that was a ga quote and maybe warning how i said i never knew the pharmacy was something for years and the georgia memories maybe surmising some of what came to be for them based on my circumstances and not going that way i was basically avoiding struggles and surviving 

i follow the rules to stay applicable with my va pay source i try not to break any of the rules (one time i sold my house and part of that was bureaucracy about my va home loan) i even go further like currently not drinking (my modern med dosages would make me overdose so not dying) and taking my atypical meds as prescribed the daily nights and looking to the future a home owner and others in bucknell off post outside fort belvoir or smoking no tobacco no blanket weed (could it be other drugs cocaine meth a decoy spice etc) so my benefits are nice the post exchange meals insurance compensation but also there's other people living wild (referencing my picture before enlistment poverty hopes about folk singer celebrity studies) and then um other stuff uniformity or mil bearing 

so being mentally ill in society um the aforementioned stigma (people asking unkind questions) um the logic (this system works being a creator or writer director under other royalty names jd salinger) so avoiding the same outcomes and maybe somewhat of a sham the coverage of healthcare saying that in a positive light not dealing with john lennon martyrdom insomnia or other wild cockameney stories and too people changing rules on that

who to hang out with a big line that i don't cross being the smokers modern american drugs the decriminalization so that being for example it's federally still illegal so like the sheriff or police can put you in a bad place (a story about mail not being delivered to drug personalities and the fbi watchlist) so things i observed in mil returnees with augusta surroundings and also how that came back with karma peoples wills or their power in response shanghais stranded so me being groomed and also somewhat reduced not aiming for the stars anymore just putting out some things 

um how i got to arrive at hermit as the answer so staying retired and disabled um the repeated warnings about other guests issues the toilet um hustles into trouble so being alone with the dog and the parents toward future objectives

then will the future mean flipping another house um being settled yet anticipating any impending changes sunday catholic mass prayers 

the reoccurring story was the direct send back to the military so not wanting that um which crowds are out there and maybe criticisms or those too peasant strong arms or being used predicting difficulties so maybe for the best stick to only family and business 

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