straight edge and slam dancing thanks grand dad however maybe no darkweb for me
so this past fredericksburg trip some maybe reveals the teenage celebs (in hindsight some of this is sort of like kid porn like not sexually i mean like these people are still young that dynamic like living with your parents or being given a chance and like the parts to that um then later another part the black inclusion america has blacks too not to say something incorrect and the media can show that as a endearing trait in some stereotypes) were pretty dudes older um who came back for more um the terms on that what i suspected for a while was merchant marines maybe access to social work or voc rehab and usmc like older and maybe i'd assume some with exposure to pharmacies and the lump of 'world war' also unknown to be maybe sex addicts here and their explanation to that unoffensively hiv the needle and self suffiency crowds and beat up dudes she / her pronoun
so the spirit of it the but i didn't catch everyone going on each stomping having some meaning amputees drunks little subleties maybe a nod to the breakdancers and that community for asia like graffiti um street wear making that americanized though i thought could be acceptable and viral captured in real time as messages to live by like the term straight edge so no drugs no alcohol and i think no sex but i thought mathematically you had to chose a vice
um the good side of it um good families the wholesome life i'd think maybe some of the stuff going on in the background of this is like immorality or troubles maybe i got used childlike to get others to sex and the story i don't do of criminals and jails and jail cells the adults topic about blowjobs that people want an answer to like fighters ready to go to battle over some like um the drug dealers and this being with the white people race and the slur maybe white trash but me being probably ultra sensitive like if someone were to label me with the koreans so i thought my german direct parts were not harmful rather true observations and how to respond to each thing so like peoples breakdowns of stories or credibility with this like um not adulterers or the crowd participation it seems like some of it was a higher road like also some lessons like male brotherhood um the 'scene'
maybe some of the slam dancers showed up in fredericksburg being heroic male mercinaries i say that because some of my experience with this was people can turn on you over money so but i don't know if they did so maybe i'm wrong but i'd think of like a commission (not like a non commissioned officer or maybe) i mean like paying them for ultra premium content like but how'd i get sucked into that when there was my friend who'd drive me there what else could i have gotten into a painters life thinking too of matt beck or shawn saharko with his presentation um so what was the point of that and how to go forward and generate business while actually some may have had their own indents and damages on me getting picked apart or what could i do and excuses and explanations i am not gay and have tried to avoid that a lot
so the myspace um that'd be computers and a social media origin where you can meet strangers who maybe enthusiastic and obnoxious or intoxicating and infatuating um maybe me my own fault i had before been attracted to what is someone now getting me to say um but so there's like reality stuff going on like that whole drunken fun like you meet people online and have fun but then maybe subtle undertones elsewhere is this a pro (abbreviation for a prostitute) is this the darkweb then like in reality how much can you actually do you're approachable ok but then you talk to strangers maybe some other parts cuckold damage like beta as a smarter option
ok so these people um the t-shirts the stuff they sell and the appreciation being valued as a customer
so the massive movement of straight edge i got a fugazi cd in maybe eight grade and i think some about him he went to a private school with great teachers and is a friend of henry rollins and they still talk on that phone um but so the straight edge movement um on my next return go around my lesson was buy drinks although i think i still incurred some issues i think i got asked to leave a few places before but um parts about that i did go back and leave without like a warrant and no fights so that being no smoking like that story of later was it cocaine meth marijuana with thc um spice tobacco but also to to my defense the clubs intake of cash
also as far as vices i think my lesson the hard one was look at this person not to disparage anyone today at the doctor the joke i made was i looked like the bald creepy guy in dune as self depracation so in other parts there was a the bumper sticker said usaf air force vet who my dad was gaming with who a few times people can guide you but anyways helping dad who supports mom and me too like going to my doctors appointments being huge but this guy some endearing traits like i told my dad on the way home after seeing some of his house the charm of like reps like chuck norris not pronounced correctly thinking of pai meye from kill bill 2 and other things really enjoying the hmgs historical miniature gaming society and that too in the background different people tying into the clubs of my teen years like a coach or mentor or the gamers and that stuff like i said the separation between someones reality and a casino or church setting up a payment plan
so changing course with the nose punch or forehead punch warning um also you can get in trouble for that and me using jd salinger and the royalties deads on that um so it was how do you say something that is sort of like blatantly there at times like whether that is jewish not as a slur or hurtful meaning like i think of that too can be a protecting blanket from that stuff like also the artwork of that like anne frank sort of stretched out on that but um it was personalities arby's um so how do i correct that if i was stationed in korea i'd talk about koreans maybe um that sort of being around annandale or now not getting irritated was the 'muslims' um so some of that is like unchanging and loud but what's the correct form of censorship like i found different things could be hurtful um i guess my own foolish stupidity
though i did not want to go back and said the only issue in life in someways is money money heals almost anything i guess i was typing in a hurry i thought well a line i think i heard while over there was 'check yourself before you get red up' like multiple viseral layers of meaning to that and what else um oh at one time i was actually a little afraid to go around that area i thought i could get attacked and going back to unwarped origin points but so no i did ok and their dog park
so these 3 i validated looked to be somewhat real a metal band a dc reputation and a viral video from when i was younger though i didn't click them my current thought is i don't work there anymore and they show up and you have to pay them
another i guess like i said about grand pappy like the understanding and other people is the term a white wizard um that was like the different grand fathers behind that stuff um wisdom different gifts suggestions rules and that benefit um different generations and stories with that people going on or the leaders the successes arlo guthrie thinking of great help from family um
so that stuff is gone now i guess i could do a different one next time all the variants grindcore death metal black metal power metal metalcore hardcore punk pop punk alternative emo screamo post punk ambient industrial ska
the message was um actually was that a waste of time and then peoples cornerings and attacks um a counter to the straight edge being prescription medication um the slam dancing being booze um so some of this final say from the washington dc nightclubs um going to there
so darkweb eros escorts um craigslist the traffickers pimps dealers um my injection in my right hip the heart beating and um the future not to fall again and again over and under the spell of keith
these charismatic men but then again me non violent i wasn't fighting mostly saw that pointless you can get hurt you can get sued you don't kill um lots of those
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