blake uptin

commuted back to northern virginia a recount of living the pseudo vagabond overnights joking though okay septemeber '21 some raw text probably some thanks to restaurant workers brainstorming um ghost writers too  so i get help with when people have nice observations (sometimes well who got to the quips) another with education thinking it should be accessible and maybe a undecoded english thing for my school choices was that of dubbing 'cancer' like can answer for endless um a term can be packing conversely people special requesting demanding being horrible to the thing like over playing the orwell's or cheating the system you doing all of that you're both degree holder the star of the show not paying going to make facial threats with peer confirmation for someone doing their job so little um repeaters so i listen to lots of music in person without getting merch then other stuff scalpers but um it was i am talking is just party-host whose also a loser disrespected by...

 so things i learned: wives inevitably probably commit adultery which can be hurtful and unavoidable though explainable and rational  marriage is difficult and can be preplanned hanging with males is sort of shunned by public opinion  (people will derogatorily call you gay if you hang out with dudes casually in free time) the long 2yr at undergrad can be a exception but mostly not that accepted and in addition to people being closeted the entertainment industry can be gay and also rumors of predominately jewish but did i have to find that one out with less than a decade and other times learning in my own in personal showing up there can be gay bashing  survival um so you'll need a career and a way of surviving straight people can die early or have bad things happen so no real sex fiend successes by my math you'll have to assimilate and be untroublesome or work oriented to get the best results  so some of the dynamic of things i learned openly unmean so the term...

  https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLU02hU0sb5j5x-VnMngLpXhN874PBlBFX okay so there's people who got tattoos and other stuff hearsay i heard it can be addicting and you want to get more so here's who i suggest paying because like mental illness body art can be stigmatized people may think you are a criminal or try to avoid you  so here's a counter reply there can be social traditions that aren't always followed also a big group i've seen have tatts was the homemade music that logically can be very helpful for aging people on the be careful what you put in your mind and the loud alert to stay safe and smart so what can this do ok there's bands (also try not to get banned and deescalate if that sequence starts what i said it was was money probably and maybe police power) and movies that you can support buy a t-shirt buy some of their merch get a copy of the dvd or other released stuff posters try the mall decorative set up  ok so then what i learned was if in...

producing making new material in the formats to an extent  home ownership always having a place to live and being ready for the future wealth having some savings not being in debt  benefits keeping the mil benefits i got not losing those progress seeing how what i was doing could be improved or advanced freedom never being incarcerated not doing time parents help the company and stick with them  making sure my brother and others don't suddenly die such as mercy or holocaust  karma charity i didn't officially have children but believe my life is ok so i had a dream about being famous like other people lots of those but whose listening and how am i going to tell you what i did with you understanding or not bothering me and wasting my time so what i was saying was not necessarily henry darger i think the unknown source said he was a mentally ill janitor who was a recluse who after he died his archive was amassed with his works that were later shown in a museum so my goa...

 so the formats and instructions philosophically about art tactics or which other labels by yourself thinking of how to create some good material so a educated lesson on diy attempts so this thinking of some of the mentality to documenting your progress with goals so about my vcu experience great times that i had a intro to adult life like the neighborhood times on campus so there's exporting that to others interested like trades with studying like masterclass um a accessible form of education there's social work fun  painting canvases find a centered idea think of a good enjoyed part about something and paint it some paints i was going to do maybe referencing the blues like a expensive luxury not taken for granted: virginia flag video game  comics  walks bonfire guitar football halloween trucker hwy ghetto drinks music  as a painter you can build a portfolio to display you can immerse in the artistic lifestyle such as earning esteem from your network nice s...

 so harvey pekar is pretty cool he reached his goal of becoming famous and doing something he enjoyed sort of according to the paul g  movie but some of that according to the movie he was neutered or lost his testicles for a surgery that part sort of broke me on it another was i didn't want to work for the veterans affairs hospital and start from there i stuck to my parents and have a mortgage for now but the other side was all these veteran celebs thinking of that like as a purpose rationalizing um there's that as full time  hmm i'd think of some modern people such as directors spike lee james cameron stephen spielberg quintin tarantino marty scorsese francis copola wes anderson but some of the directing was after having tried to be an actor wanting to watch and study the product so there's like clint eastwood too or humphrey bogart or paul reubens (the guy who did pee wee herman and as usual another trivia of difficulty i think he got caught masturbating at a dirty m...

 hmm thoughts on the housing at first there's the base with well before that shut down  https://www.army.mil/article/134441/schweinfurts_army_garrison_closes_chapter_of_nearly_70_years_of_german_american_history so i guess what i noticed was their functioning utilities the lights worked and also the things i was doing stretched out like previous art school then things like the rolling stones or moleskin notebooks like da vinci some other accessible references europe and europeans then so there's like outside and gyros spinning that were pretty good but also being sort of hospitably out of step or a guest basically directly what i was saying was i heard the countries overseas could be called third world i thought of that very charming and not dysfunctional like everything basically worked but then too the kids loved us and the adults and everyone was very tight and on great  behavior the censored word someone corrected with was developping countries but so i thought like m...

 so getting the money right what i learned at one point was one hundred dollars is about one night so not including the entertainment like the ticket for then there can be odds and ends at other times like maybe $60 just drinks without other stuff that was out there like what i sort of dubbed illegal media the records that foreshadowing just used that word but basically i heard you might get kicked out from security for different things not paying or the terms of getting a record or merch sometimes it's simple other times there can be unknown background things going on 930 club rock and roll hotel rip also heard they the building used to be a funeral parlor cool trivia right lincoln theatre  black cat capital one arena fillmore silver spring birchmere o'shaughnessy's union street pub chadwick's dc9 e street cinema shakespeare theatre company  so what i learned the bartender may make faces like expressions or signals for you guiding you towards your best choices ...

 the fun of smoking ciggs friends pre knowing of miami  properly pronounced and undisrespected think of the border of the devil's triangle fort lauderdale airport donald trump's state maybe if i heard that um drinks and a booster the nice buzzes that with other routines meals beverages drunk  though if you stop you'll have a lot of cash for things that seemed inaccessible impossible like you could get toys from your childhood and collect those from the local in person store or make special orders you could get into vinyl dabbling or other subscriptions buy computer gear and software or find some diy do it yourself idea to do  https://www.facebook.com/sam.franklin.37  his hang out looks fun  so as a smoker it can go well with writing like kurt vonnegut who did slaughter house 5 breakfast of champions slapstick a lot of books  so basically you stop smoking and you have a build up of money for however you are paid hard work from hard working employe...

 so some of the rubric for what i enjoyed: price different ranges can be nice too like fastfood and fancier places  portion getting enough to eat and whether it's ordered family style so there's the option for leftovers a nice snack to have later on  visuals the dining experience the hallucination the atmosphere the afterwards affects amiability niceness longterm owners sometimes but others too  https://www.yelp.com/user_details?userid=CHE_1Zne_kZb61-NxqMusw&fbclid=IwAR04QVjovDDx7ehhVS3JTRKc23kFH6KC4JaT_sGG-2DWslPEplYMq4mH_AY thinking of places to eat there can be different stuff out there the big chains the mom and pops other leaders i liked too thinking of mind mapping while being at a business  so dining um maybe skip or pass on the appetizers entrees um maybe skip or pass on the desert too so where to eat at the factor of if i'm with my parents or by myself and then too groceries diy unsweet tea  dine in the parking the vehicle if you can't walk t...

 so a big one i saw was for some people stadium sports (no longer next door to dc so there's other public arenas) and also tattoos other choices displayed accessories picking your clothing choices the trends the crowds people watching also and what comes from the source points pick up athletics and other things bumping into familiar faces  https://sailorjerry.com/  you can arrive at and understand this veteran 's rational and quality  http://www.winchestervaspeedway.com/  enjoy a southern charm of this hallucination ads bets cars https://rvamag.com/  not to be too obnoxious ly richmond (there's other va school cities charlottesville harrisonburg blacksburg district of columbia baltimore) but this city does seem enticing even for guests pick out your studies to specialize with   authors (learn from others and add your own style ) musicians (be careful what you pick to put in your mind) actors (for media references i saw using a representativ...

 so i had a pretty good time reading life from keith richards that it said also had a ghost writer on it but so what i got was maybe encouragement (at times i had guitar involvement realistically) and also the heroine side being like mind blowing like i was on drugs from just reading the book (maybe thinking of that as a muscle enhancer for projects like other weirdo's regiments stoners or things people get sucked into) not to perpetuate drug use um i guess a little part about that when i got on mental health drugs sort of irreversibly i thought it was stigmatized then the stones were like a cool household name to that that was not unconfident but so life it was a lot of fun a very entertaining bio there can be lots of those bios from a subject matter expert i did enjoy irwin winkler (us army korean war vet who was a prolific movie producer) but may have been upset with in rocky the death of adrian thinking of my parents as my caregivers and keeping that well and for the f...

  https://www.tlc.com/tv-shows/extreme-cheapskates/ so first off set your mind to it surround yourself with answers make this your life's purpose do things like account for every single dollar your math on how much money you have and how you can pay off everything  https://www.protectedincome.org/   the lifetime alliance for income seems reliable and approachable  i paid off a student loan one strategy with that is military service and all the good sides to being a veteran https://www.whitehouse.gov/administration/president-biden/ support the president be aware of what was out there the holocaust still has museums but americans seem to have some reassurance  https://www.ebenefits.va.gov/ebenefits/homepage so frugality put money in savings afterwards figure out every way you can make money i thought i got indirectly paid from royalties on media i shared online whether that's photos videos audio etc  decide not to be obnoxious or dangerous with extras in some...

 so here's us driving past the condos and me having seen others in moments +a mention to of the lesson pay the casino church venue etc the that instead of 'reality' some ends on that junkies unemployed hobos hoboing with companion dogs with personalities wes anderson isle of dogs movies lots of media put out and available fun stories so we drive past there and i say a pretty story of here's what other people are dealing with basically some people in a rental and sex issues funding pregnancy singles availability full time that social work your paygrade your network surroundings logistics if i don't pay a dealer here's what i learned will happen and so there's not having a car and the lesson that you can't walk because though it's not illegal you can get harassed by the police and 'public opinion' the basics it's not worth it then movie references through out corny cheesy one liners was it something i did in the tuning peg twang  so more of...

 day's over catching the ride with my parents home alexandria nights 

  so participating um noticed how much momentum and energy it takes to get to producing in addition to difficulties and constraints with that how much immediate successes something with that part of the process instead of creating (thinking also back to when i was going to do scifi with phil dick as a later explanation basically the disability note of attrition too) so i guess another recent one i was saying was that thinking of the va so there's people i saw go somewhat outside the va and do okay a client my dad knew (and others with the generation gap) in river towers that building not to agrandise his mil benefits etc and the bucknell owners that baseline of keeping your benefits with breaking points i think i even heard of people losing their mil benefits connections and going from there so there's this disability as a somewhat guarantee in addition to spirit breaking how many times i've seen absolute horrible audiences for these or those days of events basically i'...

 i had to enlist in the military and complete portions of my contract in order to get enough money to pay for my student loan why didn't other people have to do that  how does the credit score policy even work? if you pay everything off and everything on time it seems like you might not know the advantage to that other people socially grouped and reinforcing tricks like being slandered or defenseless people figuring out the system and maneuvering fun tactics while what can you do angrily curse mathematical truths if you don't do this then what will happen i am clear as day dealing with sanity yet the undergrad communist underworld does not change so if it's not fair then what'll happen seems like nothing apparently so i guess that'd be the story of victor hugo with les miserables peoples mania and highs back to the baseline of draft dodging antipatriotism borderline treason  i was wrongfully attacked and continually attacked publicly faces made threats promised cons...

 i have no idea what the meeting of the minds is and it doesn't work additionally the muslim terrorist community will not budge on this policy of their way permanently and punitavely  i already had to go to court yet more constant attacks arguments that just get fueled into the wrong direction with more negativity how many times can you get tried for basically the holocaust if you pay your lawyer you don't go to jail was the system  how come the police aren't policed they are basically privelidged sex offenders running the crime syndicates the police leverage their power to get laid and always derelict from their duty you can't get past them at any corner if you obey you still may be permanently incarcerated every stop is a life sentence he basically has his firearm and vehicle provided for by the scifi modern communities taxes to do what then there's the military being strangled by muslim underworlds of conspiracy what can you do in some ways nothing and someone al...

 professors you want the grade for a hoax then you get sodomized you'll get blackmailed etc  faculty the power structure over people going through the system gym teachers deal and waiting out  police they'll waste your time money continually arrest you and sexually assault you unstoppably  court system and lawyers they figured this out and premeditate with academia power  priests they'll misuse their place over others to advance selfishly themselves after engratiatement  bosses again the math and peoples survival can't win and adult land deviators  real estate personnel you don't want to be homeless and people cornering everywhere  psychiatrists you've landed at drug addiction and someone is in their own freedom tourists they came there for a reason and everywhere the systems are corrupt unchangedly minorities black men non white people seeking racial favoritisms of vulnerable victims muslims  leadership they chose to go alone to that goal fo...

 so in my experience debt can be pretty not good feeling and i found a way to get out of it and stay out of it by watching my budget this includes staying in a cash exchange and still trying to make savings so the costco idealogy you immerse yourself in eating foods from there because it is in my findings the cheapest prices due to the bulk volume and also due to out competing others there's the nice part of restaurants but this is the bare roots of more of that the food just makes you poop and what's the point of that surcharged and additionally costco has quality items that can be gotten like ribs or prepare yourself foods in addition to processed meals what to do with the extra money well first it seems that you have to have a retainer to pay for not being incarcerated literally i started learning that but so the extra money you can get quality items or figure the best case scenarios maybe save it for keeping a good vehicle or encourage your housing longterm ...

  so here's what i get out of hobbies i like preparing for the future i sort of thought some of this stuff could aid or greatly help me in that for example purchases of maybe different scifi universes i got a mummy king and maybe thinking of that as wanting to keep a property wanting to keep my belongings wanting to die at my house (not morbidly but like rather that than a retirement community)  the way i participated with this was mostly either painting and displaying them in a display case piece of furniture there were a few things i liked that i collected such as ghosts  skeletons vampires gnolls drow other misc trolls treemen pulp fantasy my hobby wasn't limited to only miniatures though there was other stuff i studied too like reading materials writing blogging i might have different interests i studied like military celebrities like stan lee or bob ross or johnny cash or clint eastwood or jack kerouac or willie nelson or irwin winkler as some of the older on...