some tics i have lately and side effects more about me

  1.  worry to avoid my parents dying one thought was the root of stuff with what i had i thought of peter parker for a second the his parents taking care of him and also not going to an old folks home
  2. reoccurring thoughts to the owner at harvard dr who i looked up so that'd be not going homeless and templates so missing years and over here in luray
  3. ultra strict diet budget to save money and leave openings for others called it costco idealogy the saving for projects and other peoples insights on that like their progress and not regretting things so the bulk cheap quality food finished
  4. online computer usage started projects lots of accounts with progress on media so there's movies i have canvases thoughts of being a producer starting things in the background then to the supplies
  5. nightly smartphone masturbation take my medication and then get somewhat bed ridden and occasional odd side effects was awake one night after a different pill bottle came in and took that and thought i almost over dosed on being on such a high dose so went to use the pill cutter and take quarters
  6. grossness to stick to my parents thoughts of a lot of that others obnoxiousness (good or bad) and not getting put in a bad place so having them as my caregivers so didn't go to va beach with my older bro and distantly within my condition helped the family business
  7. occasional cash shopping trips walmart thoughts on getting ready for the future last time it was years of dc bar music from famous people so now testing stuff to see if it'll get me a food future
  8. sleeping without underwear on last dc 3d east hospitalization i had the same underwear on for a while and there was the thin non durable outfit so i got home and wanted to not wear the underwear and just lay with a tshirt top and go under the blankets
  9. fear of what i saw happen to people who returned to military i didn't have problems with them and i also at times almost worried about them so and others too hoping everything is good and not like emotional or upsetting other things that i learned of
  10. trust in my dad so some sort of non negotiables but like helping so there's shopping trips and some suggestions but i don't always get it
  11. studies and accumulating amassing supplies or research material so things i was into and in the backdrop developping projects movies i was making canvases i was painting songs i was singing writing i wrote online blogs
  12. talking in public sharing some checkpoints and nausea from silence so open about my own experiences
  13. sleeping in in the morning a little difficulty waking up all the way till i get to a caffeine source unsweet tea jug with a 5 bag pot back up to refill reload
  14. outfits some of it was a uniform sunglasses hat bracelet accessory picking out footwear wearing the same clothes for a day other parts the bottoms the closet cleaned from the cleaners so a call expected from the parents the morning wake up and others lunch time errands so lowe's locations woodstock so supporting the family company the hat but many recalled memories to the mil returnees i saw
  15. catholic pay each time the poor box 
  16. rick thoughts of him calling me others calling to bucknell owners um upcoming things being released and reminders momentoes dune superman at the stanley flea market a dvd of the george reeves one maybe is that the original
  17. not interferring with my condition so can't work disabled and retired had hobbies and sort of considered it like being a tenured professor scary story picking up sort of professor charles xavier sunglasses and later back breaking scenarios almost occurring the good of the coolness to professor x unparalyzed but the scary part avoided mom said no i had spike lee like cheap sunglasses i collected from sometimes gas stations
  18. not wanting gamers messing with me thoughts of others and even peoples lives getting in danger my brother my nephew my mom me my dad from the answer of that format
  19. psychedelia and seeking hallucinating was very thought i'd be very happy with having bought a ticket and seeing tolkein on opening night at the eisenhower valley hoffman amc distant thoughts to me siring a maybe orphan who'd be successful and famous or other accomplishments and the fun too but another was my self preservation and other parts of that like not abandoning my parents
  20. occasionally do not as good  didn't try to hard to wake up for the weekday masses maybe dulled from medicine and other parts um but actually do something so my uploads of content 


Comments

  1. blake uptinAugust 12, 2021 at 5:07 PM

    another tic being a veteran so all that comes with that and another tic cautiously listening to hearsay and following others warnings

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