christmas gift wants and feelings about suggestions do i already have it all

 

the countdown has started from your humble vj (video jockey) host so let's begin with hmm the gamblers spiral into lust after some awesome experiences from gifts maybe some spillovers with shopping in general and more about life in luray try to do fresh new content as opposed to just the youtube playlists that area already out there

what do i want? things i've got before that were awesome probably some vcu set up from my parents that was a lasting one what else um there were action figures before the military um when i got home good pots for my first house what's the next chapter there was high school clothes middle school music and hobbies 

some things i already have that i appreciate my stocked bookshelf right there sectioned off different then wasting time on the seated body sucking computer with lots of good reading material to study and more media my vinyls in there containers my toy collection um the dog the dog is a great friend and we hang out together all the time he keeps me comforted my postcard and letter kits ready stamps lead pencils to write out to different people companies um

vudu for a while i was mentioning wanting to dig up old sitcoms some favorites that i never watched maybe my time was on other stuff some of that stuff was hallucination inducing and great memories when i was a kid or romances when i wanted to be famous all that paletted to accessible formats as me a sales rep gets indirect incentives 

my dad not in danger from game wormholes of all of us avoiding unaspiring safe below mediocrity going in there to solve things and help me then return back before the next group of things we have to deal with as scares so ride it out till we're good again 

nesbitt family christmas playlist

is it too late to fixate so there's what a drug user would come up with then there's what the store floors would show when you have the money in your pocket coffee pot so not only do i already sort of have it all but also i sort of based off seeing others assumed i could end up losing a lot so charitable donation wormholes me single without kids 

online shopping browse the internet which category which company but then how the fun can get taken out of it then it's a profession and different constraints on that so thinking of a brilliant idea there's people who deduce giftcards getting into the food 

the playlists about stuff i was going to research:

most recent watched interests some things that came to mind that were out there 

when i was anticipating luray i wanted to do all this hobbies while keeping my benefits

when i was at my parents selling my house i was anticipating what i'd unmarriedly focus on

the last creative momentum from cavalier the big names i found entertainment about

so more thoughts art supplies study materials home goods hobby resources investments remember when i wanted a fire pit another a gift basket some thoughts hot cocoa when i was at brandt on the patio smoking other things day dreaming posters clothes tea accessories pet choices toys 

old course set amazon list

incomplete newer list amazon

magic stuff charitable stuff cozy stuff dorm studio lounge office thoughts on harry potter rolling stones tolkein jewely bracelets crosses male accessories ivy league the harvard dr tic 

harry potter official

me as a professor what else um paintings recordings 

waiting for godot 



Comments

  1. blake uptinAugust 20, 2021 at 2:55 PM

    some things i later thought of though i don't know if they are in the price range i think we set a $100 limit different stores to lacoste va canteen px walmart michael's costco a field jacket a conure and cage big mens sunglasses shoes different old series dvds i liked supplies camcorder tripod paints another 6 string guitar instrument insurance different things to study artists celebrities olive wood portable dvd player little things forgotten a replacement wallet

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

I sold out for a paycheck. Now I can't break rules like smoking weed anymore. Thus things can be bland at times. So from here what is there? Days with my parents and dog. The pool shopping overnighting. Hello benefits and improvements.

Image
 It now dawns on me that Jack Kerouac actually made a lot of sense. So let me begin. I use the VA for my benefits and follow thus rules. Thus I have found at times I can be bored out of my mind. I can't smoke weed and on my meds I can't drink anymore. So what's left? I can jack off occasionally I have video games I have a dog. I live near my parents who are my caregivers. So I can go shopping I can do surveys. But the fun of youth is gone. Maybe I should stay positive and optimistic. I get excitement out of dad hosting his weekly game nights. The party is over. No more freshmen year of college. No more starting AIT in TRADOC. But maybe things are still going along? There's still writing and studying.
Read more

Can someone help with an answer to this scenario? Is this feasible? Should I invest my energy in something else instead? Was instead I meant to have a guitar legacy? Was I tricked and niave? It seems like countless others get away with this and do it the wrong way.

 Ok let me explain. I don't want complaints or to get kicked out or to have the police called on me all of which have happened before and I don't think I always deserved that. So moving on. I will censor this to avoid setting off admins my intent was not to be offensive or hurtful. Starting off explaining some of this goal in mind was EG I was basically sent to the German brothel. Another was growing up I'd always see these males who were successful with multiple women (before finding out about deal breaker trivia about them) like Jerry Seinfeld John Lennon (Beatles but there's tribute groups as a loophole) Anthony Kiedis (RHCP) the Entourage show Californication or the adult content on the internet those free videos and samplers during my teens. Another jargon on this was logistics things not lining up for reasons like adultery or there were issues in my life I have had resolved somewhat like getting out of debt or having a paycheck. I was a new kid in a town and thing...
Read more

Was I a fool to not try to have more sex overseas? Is sex just not plain possible with married parents see the priest extorting us. Am I perpetually alone was that what I wanted? Being confused about what to do having my projects shut down as of now.

Image
Was what i actually wanted to do be sexually active? But going back when that stuff was available there were always issues like housing income passion (even family obligations) etc. Another part would be in general the issues with logistics see the men with power over the women cutting me off like the government the school system the military the work force etc (complaints and police). So was I the whole time actually just trying to be promiscuous (but how many times did the references on that stop doing what they wanted like David Bowie or Anthony Kiedis EG)? I didn't know sex work and still haven't learned that much. For example prostitution is illegal. So I have tried the paid pornography and that seemed to show normal sexually active males. I remember when I was pursuing the music along the way people would confuse me or play devil's advocate bringing up the sex industries as opposed to the successes with eg guitar or literature. A story I actually remember was I went t...
Read more