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the police are criminals and never help me here's a comprehensive list of illegal drug dealers um in case soon there's me dead because there's been underground dark web death threats made on me police: not reputable

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 ian shaw skylar galayda hal vernon jono mayhew corey braziller my brother william franklin wyatt russell nathaniel oak burd boonyoo john dean kevin jones kadisi mitee 'chuck' sam beisenbach dante freeman eric lofgren andrew patton john gaskins uday kammula taurun singh bobby clark jimmy fernandez sam tenorio phil munoz james bellazario charlie boyce craig mccarty dan luster huey tran shawn saharko ben staton marty vogel cameron cashwell mike richards 'fatty j' neal hardie  mike graham sumphit tay dan rosenfeld tony lisi nic delgado danny hancock jack coates  adam leder dexter roberts lenin lopez garrett holub fucked up steve pat coi 

my stigma i don't like complaints and people calling the police on me why would i respond to which ever person is misleading me why are these peoples frivolity being accepted why don't people get in trouble for bothering me

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 so there's never really ever any other side to it like why would someone do that or basically getting taunted so this was like i'd done something like walk somewhere (and using my brain about it it being like a valid senseful reasoning or then the banned book stuff intellegencia and censorship) and cops show up to harass me or here's one people are making faces at me staring at me pantomiming at me and i respond to their gestures and faces and eye contact even vocal yellings at me then some police officer tells me some far fetched thing that i am being told i did but never any back story like why would someone do that no motive just being put on blast by complete strangers and other stories like the logistics to disability and retirement (that whole loop of the waste of time and energy being abused basically for volunteering to enlist in the military while people cause you trouble and harm) and like i said logic behind it i walk to not have car troubles (and more later les...

intro to life by blake t uptin (how to about self education)

 set up your environment housing & transportation community involvement continued goals choose some hobbies lifelong interests invest your time socialize with collaborators teach yourself study a skill practice and improve accumulate experience begin start today budget & get supplies no excuses record & progress manage your business here is today's producing list blog letters fingerboard (toys) camcorder guitar piano painting sketches miniatures computer (internet) reading skateboard basketball football bicycle walk longboard smartphone collections writing catholicism document your life live a fantasy be accountable find answers keep going get past any difficulty make something possible support your passion & reward some missions to consider do your best & document an event pictures videos journal entries upload online (repeat) find a nice walk or other exercise get groceries to save money and eat at home find a way to store your portfolio of successes get a reo...

staging and nostalgia todays hallucination

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 so remembering iconic picturesque parts of my life to today the current habits and trends my hobbies so collections vinyl dvd video games miniatures my paintings and interests what of the new place life in luray driving the surroundings southern kitchen new market lowe's woodstock va harrisonburg etc pizza front royal with my parents nearby go up the street with the dog walk to their pool old clothes getting replaced eventually using the car for errands what hobby to start and make progress with sobriety just prescription antipsychotic medications blood pressure   old references tv sitcoms boy meets world the 90s um the tech decks in my parents house where my room was the start of the 2000s the mall with novelty shops band graphic ts while in public school richmond va with bohemian freedom drinking parties art school influences the intro to henry miller um after the military music videos contributions online good content and my own needs provided for  so the whole l...