blake uptin

 so different points of reference um starting it off with the dc neck of the woods the black predominant city things unknown learned like hearsay facts on maybe the justice system or even like the story to kill a mockingbird racisms learned and other names from the rolodex spike lee so there's the other stuff that later is presented learning blues names of black guitar or other players coltrane so previous observations um the different eras of it the like century old world of like colonial stuff slavery or the civil rights movement or even too maybe not aids epidemic but the other side the longterm names black leaders and the messages so observations from passing with them like some mean ones slurs boy um spade (like shovel or the cards part) but different um the start of football and how far that'll go college athletes scholarships um my non upsetting story on this about non segregation or experiencing the other side so the continent africa  really kicking this off so there...

 so this being a glimpse of the 2000s but erased so it is modernly what's available with my edit shoot tomorrow what i can so there's computers and internet different peoples houses (remember the fort hunt with sarah phil & alex jesse lucy & sam all those built up through the years lexi skylar alyson caitlyn) with their parents or other singles or groups a generation skip weird things or a va personality together on the block people staying in touch or seeking there's punk music (hot topic mall store um studs new smell retail graphic ts wall and the other spencer's decor posters and stoners not the sex novelties) starting in garages which style symphonic metal club rock acoustic singers minority blues the openness for people in passing seeing that happen the outside and the stars above so there's the shot of the school being passed through the generations so puberty and that teenage craze crazy about girls um common areas classrooms gym pe (phsyical educatio...

 the spork the work dishing out food or other tasks from a supervising manager the concept and the big franchised companies pseudo protection and insurance with these like the jersey mike's meal comfort or cracker barrel with company the road big entities the fast food so everything scientifically precise the portion size the price the duration places with surveys taco bell popeye's mcdonald's arby's boston market walmart food lion kfc so what you can do from there as a barrier what's within reach so your work the then job subway vs wegmans and employees fighting the opposing businesses for customers knife fights ambushes ninja moves so this position buildings fortresses alleys and traffick and delusions space age and futuristic the 1980s with hot coffee to go and bakery cafe of the bill murray or the rolodex spun of entertainment personalities visualized the southern guitar and sound influences so comparisons between beyond legendary lores of people being flattered...

 ok what are you doing come over we'll have a good time ok bring some cash we'll go in on some bud together don't worry remember blazing in the cut of the woodline thinking of hobbit cartoons ok so the day continues from there maybe have someone leave the pad to go walk up to 711 and buy some munchies get a big bite disabled people with tv subscriptions background ads and funding um the day continues as the drugs wear off the sky changes darkness weather to december again um spend the night stay in contact for a few weeks um use the xbox live and watch some games um other stuff the dog and his funny eyes and expressions so the pirate life will any guest come over or switching from the smoke and remember the cigs too for those but so the drinkers have a bonfire look outside enjoy the shelter stay indoors summer till winter have the college feel the longterm owners the sidewalk streets that made available to everyone look at the posters and the staging cousins ashtray stay in...

 so the risky behavior you can literally contract health issues that can kill you (and not wanting to die) that getting cancelled before previous wishes of sex with lots of different pretty women  white women the reason for that being the sought after thing (though i think there's a rule on that like anti racial profiling) so the media releases of this taylor swift sandra bullock the white wife look those before the somewhat change with entertainment industry (hearing of harvey w) um that being essentially what is the attraction  interracial porn um hearing black men can be better at that and you'd never keep up um how that's a thing like poodles or other checkers put together  being alone as a masturbator not losing your genitals (see transgenders) um being able to support yourself seeing pessimistic troubles and avoiding them before hand helping symbiosises like my parents and me  so what's the answer me currently arriving at some mental health the antipsychot...

 we need plumbers (and other workers too with fun lenses cars for mechanics carpenters for real estate) although i think at one point it was some taste for overseas and there ghetto thus influencing american conditions so is that a change  hot food inspiration and freedom good company too  good easy music untroublesome accessible background sounds a source of pay balancing the money the economy such as the confusing parts  a schooling continued some form of social and intellectual stimulation  usa families and cultural projects to support the military  i heard of the president and the different campaigns still going so the healthcare part with the elders and different eras different generations so some form of good future  so what's going on some military updates um hearing of a thing going on with the mexican border so some of that um hearing of left side seeing what's coming down the line (traveling to trending zones like the donkey logo shortcut or ...

some smartphone use like a picture or online stuff guerilla shares going somewhere to eat getting a nice fill up at the table with maybe something extra an appetite for the rest of the night  having good clothes that fit and are cool getting ready to swap in new purchases the showmanship and being charitable the rockstar setting that staged part the outdoor pool at my parents online sharing of portfolios projects continued (finishing something like a miniature a canvas a audio file a video compilation etc the blogs that accumulation)  walking up the street to my parents when i'm in the south at my estate the nights spent in alexandria in the basement when i brought up the stooges or the orwells  studies the vinyls the books the dvds finishing some media and thats influence the dog with me and him not being too difficult in anyway domesticated  good times with family my parents my brother barbeques socializing the gross safeness  being in the background of the bu...

to sit reading of now memories could be frozen there was different libraries (those with a personal stash) containing these visceral (layered and blurred overlapping) images so too 3d playbacks (as swirl of drunkening entertainment) like you'd seen in other famous movies in theatres even george lucas' star wars messages delivered and the couriers and email for all of our times and without necessarily the creepy or weird or saddening parts it could be inspiring motivational and enlightening and reflective the narcissism of a pool of fantasy depths so waking up into the protection of the housing deals to bounce back comfort of what is a guarantee the stairs up the windows out the seasonal weather the virginian longterm unstuck betwixed guide of good shoes on feet so my when there was a cardboard cut out of a good employee so there could be the shoreline and elsewhere a twin brother and others doppelgangers a chronicle and encyclopedia of scifi stories and the nice outdoor cold ch...

 some things you can be eligible for and get education qualify for training programs after basic training or how to get college or learning for your goals relocation go see more of the world then some people wouldn't be able to as easily see other stations like korea germany california africa united kingdom paris island georgia  independence start your own life and make yourself able to take care of yourself become an adult while being groomed for professions become a cook or comply with the most needed positions to go through and select your life plans  marriage find a way to get to love and start a american family become a parent and look after your next generation   think about which branch and what comes with that the pride of the marines the air force platform the us navy the us army then other things like us coast guard or national guard or try for active duty a big opportunity  go for life set course early on and enjoy the perks of that or just do a ...

 ex hex so immediately meeting laura harris who was with al both very sweet firm at times and slow to trust but they at one point here was a marker for me they played with the messthetics who were made up of some fugazi members and me thinking like the world of fugazi on many layers i actually saw ian mackaye twice in person even with his parents and the straight edge stuff but so i thought each instrument player was masterful the drums being powerful the both guitars being woven and even the lines and lyrics and around this time unfiltered was the boom of the interracial adult videos so um ex hex played i think all the clubs 930 i saw them and most of their shows seeemed to be selling out they were on a rock and roll hotel anniversary red t-shirt i bought um later there was a iteration with bat fangs so the bartender i met rolling out with great projects and another marker for me was the professional viral music videos (traded in the autographed vinyl i had from them to the switz ...

 ok so some techniques i'd employ if i were running a tattoo parlor or tattoo shop personalized military (uniformity) maps (some maybe affiliation to veterans too or other stuff on that sentence charity social work and expertise piracy or other loopholes when the va or social worker might explain like what is entitled or like people becoming the person at the bottom of that dc punks) even a sketch of a place lived at mil questions like favorite memories favorite lifelong friends or souvinir that accepted and charismatic simplicity trashy inspiration or cross road metaphors the neighborhood kids the street names  lucky charm cartoons somewhat youthful a child hood tv series simpsons adventure time doug getting into the concept and a encompassing draw in or other favorite media rolling stone magazine font and markers of accomplishments graduating high school making vinyl completing basic training live performance getting out of jail sentences  movie or pop culture reference...

dc nightclubs the prolific discographies of guest celebs living and vibrant other measurements rolling stone album reviews  vintage modern dead pop names david bowie the beatles rolling stones after losing charlie watts jimi hendrix chuck berry  older expiring royalties blues (or other stuff from big names like folk rock and roll rhythm and blues r&b) howlin wolf muddy waters charlie patton woody guthrie lead belly elvis presley  country white people arlo guthrie southerners dixie land al hirt hank williams  1960s americana things with bob dylan as a reference point rock and roll formations hermans hermits other specific era decades 90s teen groups nysnc 2000s emo mcr 80s duran duran corey feldman movies patrick swayze movies inxs the novelty of these groups  misc famous people who are likely to get booked and show up kingston trio beach boys classical  older cheap stuff in different specific categories foreign stuff (german english french) unknowns um ...

 what really is there to go do wildly freely quickly so the picture of watching years go by the accumulation of nothingness or the wild like remembering when i saw california in person the movies the inspiration for landscape paintings seen in other content references the vineyards that etiquette and howty towty southerner welcoming the celebs those personalities and idols in those movies and other um so the bustle the involvement the chat um to lounge to daydream new circles new friends new events and unfolding basis for documentation of a writer way the previous conclusion of a pot heads paradise to next iterations the bohemian townie socialization the trafficked spots a cup of coffee or budgeting media to dance over the vinyls spun so how to party in adulthood pay my bills and carry on with budgeting or time management ongoing projects started i don't want to be homeless but other things too not wanting to live a dull void life not waiting an entire lifetime to get laid but too ...

 today i mentioned to my parents realistic prophecies while we were dining in a driven to off the highway place with a ethnic grocery neighbor on the lunchtime with clean clothes and a ready appetite before back to the commute  the pills so artificial sleep having thought i had futuristic robotic technology installed in me other cities the computer write up and internet swirl those times longed for and continued into the next sitcom like story and remembering windows (once in new york city seeing the grey buildings and from inside a sky scraper) to the outside with the seasons the media what movies are in theatres which bands are coming to town those somewhat gone or past tempo of interactions so a remote location with the whole world all the opportunities for openings and the fenced airport around the pilots above knowing virginian poverty tobacco and other users out there the american vices the political movements happening the sights to remember shopping other answers to st...

 thought of an idea the like lifestyle of different capacities guitarist director actor photographer blogger writer poet collector painter producer skateboarder to name a few so where is the landing on this (i mention bill wyman being on early stones album them not going through with like africa or goats head soup) so a recent idea was invite my brother to luray and have some nice barbeque and company thinking of another was beggars banquet (an invitation) so as stated what i saw afterwards in the distant lands from fort belvoir despite two discouraging current things i saw were one a nearby old folks home being built and two a homeless shelter being built on that note too thinking of like veteran unemployment that mentality and logic  greeting and intro to the hallucination even based off others releases so my early stuff to today going to cooter's soon for the free concert and maybe get some merch too um the blue grass the cash on it um the they were on tv  in my mind g...

 so my teeth the last time i got a cleaning it was awful (i believe they were intentionally damaging my teeth) and the time after that (i was so happy to have my mil benefits) it was like they were trying to mess up my teeth that at one point were repaired very well in fort gordon so for what ever reason believing that could trace back to like police power one of those being like did the guy i said i'd sort of morph into did he have dentures or not and another sort of on that note was my grandma's husband jimmy a veteran who i don't know why but he actually got his leg cut off at one point literally his like calf part amputated for what ever reason i think some of that stuff was like the alcohol drinking and maybe that was he on was it mixing with prescriptions (seeing people who it seems like the only explanation could be that they are retired military as a source of pay and shelter) other non negotiables so another one i heard of was the tattoos something i could understa...

 so my recording equipment and my pseudo studio for documenting some tracks ok so thinking too of the album cover art (see some 70s names with personality and what to focus in on) like which picture or material to put on the cover and any other stuff so some influence from the classic rock (look at discographies and even too still stay open to other formats like blogging) and blues too for the older stuff um pictures of me lounging and being ok do a painting and come up with some music to make to it ocean guitar parts or previous drunk bar talks um perception with sobriety and accompanying imagery  take a picture listen and record a chat outsource the stories into accessible publication so there's my house and me (with the dog too) and then other stuff paintings or a guest or collaboration (when my brother comes to luray and we did some family footage) to produce though maybe not getting risky with that (trying to follow rules but also trying to be ok myself) so remembering to...

 the adrenaline the motorbike the staging and story telling the sequel option so thinking of these awesome artistic too concepts from war brought in i had thought the games were entertaining with everyone peaked and at heights like the others too vets and the notification from like chadwick's on the college mil sports different things on the screen  so here's where i was i got stressed out about the mil football games (my lesson with gaming with hmgs i'll tell the story so my dad tells me to try a game at the convention there's like a desert storm game i think brits vs germs at one point i thought my dice got hot and i could devastate the enemy but i hesitated and gave a sportsmanship so in the game and in real life i lost a car but it maybe worked out okay i had a green mini cooper that one day had a mechanic issue i paid for the repair and sold and did ok thinking those two correlating so thus gambling is real with consequences)  so i'd think of the danger to it a...

so the immediate regret me feeling my parents about to attack me um can't go back in time and how to get back to normal again the out of skin the like feeling your body and the hair having that come through the life system fingernails maybe get sleepy and take a nap the liver craving or the wanting to get more whether it's drinking smoking pharmaceuticals or even heroine users what else the loop of addiction to feel that craving the cost and policies with antipsychotics or others then aware of now the responses so then too the immediate salespersons for which ever substance abuse  some people out there bartenders drug dealers psychiatrists convenient stores  rehab clinics  so the choices um there are successful addicts junkies others drunks smokers psychedelia users so respecting those peoples decision making the effects on the person a spell of fantasy and delusions which way to go reinforcing what to pay for to stay safe and healthy

 living in germany was amazing i actually thought about moving back but also there'd be all these things i didn't realize like i now imagine there's a ton of bureaucratic paperwork to block that from happening (and another being police power like did the guitar player i was going to bring up get dental issues) um it was exciting to live there so though one maybe which issues could be there i had a toilet i got enough to eat (though later i'd see like at the mini cooper dealership i think one guy had tattoos but there were others who were clean and not tatted) um i wrote up lots of books um  so i guess there'd be some constraints to it like i would want to continue with my publishing i thoroughly enjoyed that another was maybe in comparison the guitar player i respected but reviewed kepi ghoulie i could see maybe he had some overseas involvement and thinking of those highs (but that being an crux too once it's one thing then it's more like drug addicts so wha...

 so i like a few different forms i have for creative discussion of ended releases so thinking of simulcra i'd think of a big influence with which ever what ever i was doing so if i were to make a movie i may think of directors i studied james cameron stephen spielberg spike lee george lucas so thinking all about those personalities um to even be biblically jesus induced possession of the endless list of famous leaders with their publications  if you throw the football with your family in the backyard are you tom brady laying superbowl bomb floaters to the hands to have caught the ball for a gain of yards in the ghetto day to day visual  what was i doing when i thought of whomever the guitar the camcorder the digital recorder so in short to be like the master of which task is at hand to copy to replicate to cite to source to sample to to do something and even think of others too  so story lines for this contemporary musically speaking thinking of bob dylan having his ...

 so thinking of henry miller a name a professor suggested and after sampling seeing it was a great citation and influence i'd recall a life's work at the end after years of effort and any recognition along the way to compare to this end model i'd think of the being known for writing one of the greatest american novels so there's the day unfolding and unraveling and beginning and continuing with this narrator and drunkening personality but not addled with addiction aside from maybe masturbation and a slots spin of interest with production me noting similarities with that and my own story however put down into a ghostly source to view listen be into from which ever sense to have the excitement of the glory of creativity in my own life thinking i'd love to chat with painters and modern projects like documenting some fun with other personalities or record some people whether that's a podcast or a album or a single all these ways i've taught myself um to write ou...

 one of my favorite times in some ways was where i was mentally (i'd think of jumpstarting some million dollar artistic productions) when i was at an apartment in richmond the second one with the fire escape (i got to be free and play) so that other side being there were a lot of things i didn't like i was very hungry i was very poor i was in debt and maybe some spots being risky like being straight but seeing how women can be potentially trouble (some of the influenced music videos i noted some exaggerated domestic violence) so i had a roommate stephen who was with the artschool thinking of all the things i was going to do it was like some high or state of craze to turn all those drunk parties or smoke outs into something or maybe it was derived from the previous smoking drinking partying so maybe it was unnatural as opposed to today i have my portfolios i contribute to the writing samples i've done the static documentary parts and constraints to that too like my budget or...