blake uptin

 So I won't be able to place as much anymore it seems. What I mean is not doing my hobbies on the amateur full time anymore. For example I believe Tiger Woods whose great and all but I thought he may have contributed to his parents early deaths. I prioritize my parents over my passions. So knowing when to stop? Being able to understand what's more important. For years I've placed my parents and family above my own hobbies or dreams. I like my fantasies but I don't want to lose loved ones over that. The internet said various celebs parents died early and I thought that could've been because of them neglecting their family. Bill Wyman it said his dad died early. Rodney Mullen it said his mom died early. But their parents were married so that was the initial criteria. I'd rather try to help my family. Even if that means being drained from the rosary and weekday mass. I'd rather revolve around my parents then lose them. Call me a fool but I thought someday Obama...

 I listened to black mens advice for years. But by the same token there were other demographics too. Gays. Fat people. Uneducated. So take for example new Taylor Swift. I didn't realize that that could be trouble. Apparently usually there's people with proof for what is possible. Better to not endure injury along the way to new findings? Do EG black men usually know the system? What you can and can't get away with? Well maybe I was a quitter for being a wise man instead. Or is it up to trends like black history month or recent news or new movies too? Is race squashed with equal opportunity and social workers? Mandatory interracial? To practice the Confucius way of learning from others mistakes. Is that just the plights of things like aging or being alone?

 One bad decision can make more. But that can be smart too to follow it down. So in this broadcast I bring to you my readers my thoughts on Frusciante. However did I pull a Klinghoffer (temp replacement youngest inductee into the R&R hall of fame) and weeble by with talent and connections instead? So I heard Frusciante became a crossdressing drug addict prostitute before. While being a artistically renowned famous guitarist. So it's like what you do with your time and money can add up (I considered shopping an electric guitar again). I heard he lived in his car at one point from a facebook clickbait tabloid in my feed.  So I believe people could have done something like that to me before but I took different directions back home again. There's a lot of gay people and crazy people out there actually. I was almost introduced to heroine and sodomy I believe. But for the longest time I didn't know any of that about John Frusciante just thought he was a guy from the music vi...

I am a household name now. I am a reputable good example for your kids to see. I was of the Obama age and kept all my deals and still try to make progress for our universe. I am around my parents 247 helping. And I have my own house and paychecks. Interested yet? Not embarrassed to hang with them in the background. We qualify for the VA caregiver program.  Me and my family seem to be doing well. We give each other support. We can count on each other. We are together in business and spirit. Doesn't all that make sense? To be with family for life? I have gotten to return home and help where I can. Our future seems to have some good sides of things to look forward to and things to savor.  

 In a nutshell? Your parents are divorced and you're not taking your antipsychotics. As you spiral out and putter out please refrain from stalking me. Now I have privacy to counteract your noseyness. My parents are married and I am taking my medication. Did I ever actually do anything that crazy? And when I acted erratic wasn't it a side effect? There is a whole community of a whole population of children of divorce who have exposure to mental illness drugs. Understanding the issues I choose to heed their warnings and suggestions before. Always some deal breaker trivia about things like cable tv that apparently ruin the shows and make them unusable. It's like I browse then if I think something bad could happen with a tv show my cable box explodes that was actually a joke I heard the other night. Why are you investing some much trust and faith in the doctor whose got power over you? But what can you do about it? SSDI is good pay right? But why when I do it is it misunderstoo...

 You have a right to be upset. Things are not fair. But I knew something that you didn't like graduation wasn't as important to me as paying my bills. I won and you can hate me if you like but still that won't change anything. How did I accomplish some of my miracles? You'll see politically my points Mccain austerity Obama healthcare Romney business Biden longevity the list goes on. "Just because you bought Jordan's shoes doesn't mean you are Jordan". You'd have to actually learn what I tried teaching you to do what I did and do. I jumped when my windows were open. I pounced when the chance was there. I waited when I was scared I could be barred for graffiti and kept it a secret for a decade when everyone knew it was me. I was naive and believed in the Virgin Mary and divine intervention. You can tell me I cheated or how it's not fair. I still did that and got away. You can try calling the police on me for walking into Rt 1 Popeyes. I still sav...

 My grand aunt got me my education basically all the way. I did things no one understood. I managed to immediately pay off my loan and get a paycheck forever. I often was ahead of the curve on everything. So I smoked lots of drugs and drank and partied hard living wild. That was despite that being against all the rules (drugs were illegal and I was underage). While dropping out I made a friendship with a older English Professor based on my passion. From being a teenager I started off with rebelling and substance abuse in the name of a higher calling like hobbies. I was certain I was going to write the next great American novel. I joined the US Army like her husband (RIP) and managed to qualify for a lot. I developed a mental illness schizoaffective disorder that in turn got me medically retired at 22. So recounting I got accepted to a tier 1 school got office hours with the department head and earned a lot of awards with the military before being ejected with all my benefits and no...