blake uptin

 my material  the gigantic story people returned to military service directions to goals reoccurring difficulties  avoiding injuries and taking alternate routes difficulty switching gears from previous tasks starting more chronicles on my content shared luray virginia book keeping business license on the way antipsychotic medication the story emulating philip k dick a disabled creator referencing notes on his biographies  more reading to be done in the future getting further away from the military insurance total recalls next possible dangers being single finalizing material lists of projects upcoming homemade works  staying busy but speculating about unknown next things survival  thankful for the internet referencing terminal summaries  making choices reading descriptions 

  woke up and drove to the office starting the day with a cream cheese plain bagel january about to move to luray virginia ready for closing and getting furnished homemade movie scripts written other material ready in other formats previous portfolio on accessible clouds online handheld sketchbook used daily mountains beer art disability retirement seeing some of the town main street and walmart nearby harrisonburg and other places restaurants flea markets grocery stores front royal family shenandoah valley skyline drive thinking of famous references painters actors directors musicians writers blogging material and taking next steps aspirations and caution seeing different examples and demographics people watching remembering the marks eating hot italian food drinking coca cola the drive to and from alexandria va loud music at venues being accountable for my money monthly paychecks and monthly bills military benefits and past memories va doctors ...

having a cup of tea at the desk what to write down with multiple overlaps of pending projects i'll drive my car to my appointment today fort belvoir mental illness injection previous studies and previous occasions getting ready to relocate the computer screen daily usage lunchtime leftover thai food here to answer phones the long list of things i was going to complete my movies my music my paintings my writing my blogging having fun  good times in person different lines of specific choices  choppy puzzles references solved explanations who'd actually read that? more critiques and reviews different peoples voice loud pretty noises i guess repeating the liquidation  alcoholism aristocracy budget  hallucinations clubs surveys more rambling poetic sentences and celebrities when i came back from germany back to ga distant overviews recalling what happened the bars nights drinking with drivers crowds a progression a season more material finished products from my studio gal...